And everyone dislikes me. I cannot work without making more mistakes than anyone else or without upsetting people without knowing it. I end up in disciplinary meetings often (compared with none for other people). Currently someone who has used the disciplinary process against me before as a form of revenge has yet again complained about me. I cannot work like this. I face financial ruin if I give up work and yet cannot emotionally cope with it. Not one of the other four supervisors complains about me, just him all the time, on trumped up nonsense.